Bless the Lord, O my soul. Blessed his holy name! Let my lips bless always my God for what he has done for me. Oh Jesus Christ my Savior, you died on the Cross and redeemed a sinner like me. Oh how victorious You’ve been at the Cross. You took upon Yourself all my iniquities and said, “It is finished.”(John 19: 30). He has conquered death, Satan, and sin by His death and raised again. He is alive! I shall never fear that He cannot gave me victory over my own sin then. Through His death, he gave me hoped and lifted up my head. For he said, “Fear not, I am the first and the last, and the living one. I died, and behold I am alive forever, and I have the keys of Death and Hades.” (Rev. 1: 17b-18).

Oh how I rejoice for nothing is impossible for God. Even my long term sinful acts and thoughts can be defeated at the Cross, if only I believe. So why have I not renounced this specific sin? Why am I holding into it for much? Whatever, this sin was an unconscious since of my youth. It has plagued me . Cannot it not be eradicated to be less invasive? YES!

Oh Jesus, help me renounce that lustful and impure sin that lingered in my heart and mind way to long. May I no longer gave excusable reasons why I do it. May I not believed in Satan’s lies that gave me shame and guilt by saying to your servant, “I’m who I am. I cannot change. I am hopeless.” A place of darkness, hopelessness, loneness, and discouragement. Teach me instead to believed in Your promises!

But you, O Lord, you forgave me and have died for those lustful and impure thoughts. Your word make me hope that anything is possible with You. “Because of regeneration I have been made brand-new, complete in Christ. I no longer need to experience the pain of shame.”

May my heart embrace Your truth over Satan’s lies. Shame. Shame. Shame on you Satan for making me believed that Jesus Christ my Savior died in vain. Jesus loves me and He will make me victorious over that sin too. It may take time, but I WILL be victorious. For Christ has heard my plea and answered me.

Oh Lord, teach your servant to become purer at heart and mind. I seek to rejoice and delight in your Word. May I walk in Your ways. Protect my spirit from oppression. Let Your love pour over me like a comforting blanket. I need you, O Lord. In Jesus’ name. Amen

The Comforter of my Soul

You’re not alone struggling with your own sin. It goes for all season of our life. First step is admitting it is a sin. Then find someone that is willing to listen to you, graciously rebuke and comfort you and lead you back into the right path. Do not hide the sin. The vise will only grow worse and your shame and guild can become numb, instead of producing a genuine repenting heart. The struggle is REAL. You cannot fight this alone. You need God’s word and Prayer. Also a friend.

May this prayer encouraged you to fight back against an long-term sinful habit. Don’t let Satan make you believed that you’re worthless. Hopeless. Shameful. God gives us the tools to fight back. We just don’t believe it works. That is unbelief. A terrible sin that make us wandered away from the truth of God’s word.

Please pray for my husband. After church last Sunday we went to the emergency to find out he has a 3mm kidney store. Very painful. He has painkiller to deal with the pain, but it can take a few weeks to pass the small stone.

Our puppy, 4 month old is doing great and a sweet companion to us. He is a mixed of Blue Heeler/ Shepperd.

Let’s go pray!